28 weeks
I hate wednesdays
Plus I'm already sick of fighting with the boys to do their homework
There is so much I need to be doing and I have no motivation
Ugghh...Have I mentioned I hate wednesdays!

Oh and just in case you're wondering if I forgot Nik & Nate's birthday...
They did have a super fun "surprise pool party" and as soon as I get my hands on some pictures I'll blog about it :)

Light the Night

Hey everyone, we are putting together a team for the LLS (Leukemia & Lymphoma Society) Light the Night Walk. If you are interested in joining our team or donating to our team (100% of the donations go to the LLS) please let me know ASAP! The walk is at Sugarhouse Park on September 24 @ 5:00 pm. If you are interested in knowing more about Light the Night go here.
Come help us honor Clint in his hard fought battle against leukemia. And help us raise money to find a cure so others don't have to go through what he did!
Thanks! Love you all!

ATTENTION ALL FAMILY AND FRIENDS...
Nik & Nate are getting baptized!
And we'd love for you to come.

I can't believe these two are 8 years old!
Where does the time go?

And how stinking cute are they :)

And how lucky are we to have the most amazing photographer in the world in our family!
Thanks Kim, Love you!

Nik & Nate on their first day of second grade!
How did they get so grown up?

Ready to go

Noah wanted his picture taken too :)
Tuesday can't come soon enough for him!

Heading into the classroom

Love these boys!!

6 months.
How is it possible that I've lived half a year without him. Sometimes it doesn't really feel like living. Sometimes it just feels like work. Work to get through another day. But every day I get through is one day closer I am to seeing him again. So I'll hold on to that.
And I'll try to make it through today.

So there is a crazy storm going on outside.
Wind, thunder, lightning.
It is really making me think of Clint.
At our old house we built an amazing covered deck off our master bedroom. Whenever there was a storm we would go sit out on the deck and watch the lightning.
I miss that.
I miss our house.
I miss our life.
I just miss him!

I don't know why I'm struggling so bad lately. I'm just so stressed and frustrated with everything. I have such good intentions every day of things I'm going to do with or for the boys, but I never end up doing any of it. Today I barely got out of bed other than to get mad at the boys for fighting with each other. What is wrong with me? Why is everything so hard??

We ran up to the cabin for a couple days with my parents and Chris. It was really good to get away from here, even just for a little bit. It was so beautiful and the boys had such a great time. We hiked, went four wheeling, and the boys got to shoot a real gun. Just wish we could've stayed longer!