Hey everyone, we are putting together a team for the LLS (Leukemia & Lymphoma Society) Light the Night Walk. If you are interested in joining our team or donating to our team (100% of the donations go to the LLS) please let me know ASAP! The walk is at Sugarhouse Park on September 24 @ 5:00 pm. If you are interested in knowing more about Light the Night go here. Come help us honor Clint in his hard fought battle against leukemia. And help us raise money to find a cure so others don't have to go through what he did!
Thanks! Love you all!
6 months. How is it possible that I've lived half a year without him. Sometimes it doesn't really feel like living. Sometimes it just feels like work. Work to get through another day. But every day I get through is one day closer I am to seeing him again. So I'll hold on to that. And I'll try to make it through today.
So there is a crazy storm going on outside.
Wind, thunder, lightning.
It is really making me think of Clint.
At our old house we built an amazing covered deck off our master bedroom. Whenever there was a storm we would go sit out on the deck and watch the lightning.
I miss that.
I miss our house.
I miss our life.
I just miss him!
I don't know why I'm struggling so bad lately. I'm just so stressed and frustrated with everything. I have such good intentions every day of things I'm going to do with or for the boys, but I never end up doing any of it. Today I barely got out of bed other than to get mad at the boys for fighting with each other. What is wrong with me? Why is everything so hard??
We ran up to the cabin for a couple days with my parents and Chris. It was really good to get away from here, even just for a little bit. It was so beautiful and the boys had such a great time. We hiked, went four wheeling, and the boys got to shoot a real gun. Just wish we could've stayed longer!
I'm a newly widowed mother of 3 boys. Just trying to raise them the best I can without the love of my life here with me. And missing him something fierce every second. But we just keep going...One Day At A Time!