Tuesday, June 14, 2011

I just want him back.

My heart is really hurting tonight.

I just want him to kiss me goodnight.

Everything is hard without him.

I really wish I could be more positive, but it's really hard.

He is the optimistic one.

I miss his optimism.

I miss everything.

2 comments:

Emily said...

I wanted to start crying at work. I'm sorry you're having this hard time. Last week on the subway I started thinking about stuff and had to close my eyes so no one would notice my tears. It won't go away, but some days will get better. Promise. If you ever need to email me or anything, I'm definitely here.

Allison Owen said...

I have been thinking about you a lot lately! We continue to pray for you and the boys. Today Alyssa was asking us all for some ideas for boys names for this game she was playing. I said, "Nathan", (it is one of my favorite names.) Anyway, McKay immediately said, "Nick and Noah! Nate, Nick and Noah!" My kids then talked about your boys for a few minutes. We need to get together again sometime, if it isn't too hard! Love you!