Noah and I ran errands today.
I actually made a list last night.
And I actually did everything on the list today.
Amazing.
We went to the mortuary (hopefully for the last time), the bank, the credit union, the post office, the furniture store, the gas station, and the headstone place.
Yeah that last one was rough. There are so many options and I have no idea what I want. Plus they are dang expensive. I left without making any decisions, other than deciding I needed to go walk around the cemetery (when it warms up a bit) to figure out what size, color, etc. I want.
As much as I don't want to pick one out, I really want to get it done. It is pretty sad to go to the cemetery right now and have nothing there. I think it will be good for the boys to have something to look at when we go there.

I think we are doing okay. The days are still long, but the nights are longer. It is just so hard to go from being with Clint pretty much 24/7 for the last 10 months to him just being gone. It's hard when the boys are fighting and I know that I am the one who is gonna have to break up every fight. It just sucks not having Clint here to enjoy that quiet time at night when the boys finally go to bed. That was OUR time.
I just really miss him.
The boys seem to be doing well. They are finally getting healthy again (I think they have been sick since the funeral). They are sleeping good and seem to be doing well in school. They talk about Clint quite a bit, which is good. I am so lucky to have them.

Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers and cards that continue to pour in. I could not make it through this without all of you! Love ya!


**If anyone has any ideas on headstones feel free to speak up:)